I’ve been running with the hare while hunting with the hounds. I went to test your waters; you pulled me in to drown. Now every Thursday night is shared by self-loathing and all of the other shit that I hate. I feel like I’m living in dog years. Each year goes by seven at a time.
I’m trying to leave this all behind me, even though right now it’s what I need most. I know I should be happy but I’m not.
(And the worst part is I’m afraid of what I want)
I’m wearing myself thin from the strain and the stress that’s setting in. From thoughts that always twist and bend my bones, and get underneath my skin and inside my head. It seems like now I hate everything more than I did back then.
I know I should be happy but I’m not. And the worst part is I’m afraid of what I want. So if you get what you give, then I’m giving this all I’ve got. And if we’re being honest, I never cared what you thought. I can’t be something I’m not.
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